Terrified - Kara DioGuardi

You by the light is the greatest find
In a world full of wrong
Your the thing thats right
Finally made it through the lonely
To the other side

You set it again my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only life

This could be good
It's already better than that
And nothing's worse
Than knowing you're holding back
I could be all that you need
If you let me try

I only said it 'cause I mean it
Oh I only mean it 'cause its true
So don't you tear what I've been dreaming
'Cause it keeps me up
And holds me close
Whenever I'm without you

And I'm in love, and I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only life

Bless The Broken Road - Rascal Flatts

I set out on a narrow way many years ago

Hoping I would find true love along the broken road

But I got lost a time or two

Wiped my brow and kept pushing through

I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream led me to where you are

Others who broke my heart they were like Northern stars

Pointing me on my way into your loving arms

This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road

That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through

I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you

But you just smile and take my hand

You've been there you understand

It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road

That led me straight to you

Nostalgia...

Was watching Tom n Jerry today n got to thinking bout the good old days... When there was no pressure, no worries; jus innocence, fun, mischief and JOY...

The best memories I have of my childhood are the four years in UBS, Pune... 1993-1997...

Those were good yrs, the perfect environment for a kid - wide open spaces, football fields and basketball courts, plenty of trees and winding roads... I miss those days and all the people who made them special...

Nostalgia doesn't hit me very often... I think I'm the kind of person who finds it easier living in the present and not thinking of the past too often... So I blame today’s emotional upheaval on a conversation I had with one of my UBS peeps earlier today… And on Disney...

Sometimes I wish I could go back to that state of mind... The world definitely seemed like a better place then... Either people were better human beings or I was much less cynical (suspect it was the latter)

Anyway... One has to grow up eventually and so… I keep trying...